.Thursday, May 25, 2006 ' 6:05 PM Y
Today 3pm...release of reults...as time ticked by...I was really very nervous...can't eat...can't do anything else...cos my mind really very messed up...lots of "what if..."
At 2:50pm...i really can't make myself to go check the result so i went to play "san guo zhi"...untill 3:05pm...i went to the NUS website...with heart pounding fast...I keyed in my matric no and pin no. and before i press submit...i took a stack of paper to cover up the screen of my laptop...and press the crutial button...i move the papers up slowly...eh...y no results...ah..the 1s page is to congrat me for graduating....so the result is on the next page...here it goes....I covered the screen again...and click "proceed" to the next page....and i slowly move the papers up again...i saw my CAP...my mind is in a mess also dunno if its gd or not...and subsequently saw all the grades for all my mods...then i stared at the grades...trying to analyse my results...oh..actually not bad...that frightful econometrics mod is B+ quite ok...the other econs mod is also not bad...
Then i saw my chinese mod...ARGG....that mod pulled me down...just got a B...eee...i thought the exam was quite smooth...expecting a B+....haiz....so after knowing my results...and calmed down abit...I was thinking...haiz...y my grade like that one...not bad but not great...should i do honours??
I will do some serious thinking today and tml will meet up with LL and YY to discuss if wanna do honours...cos must withdraw the graduation thingy within 3 days if wanna continue....
Wat a difficult choice to make....
